I know we didn’t know each other that well but for some reason I thought it would work itself out. For some reason you made me feel special. You could have any girl you want, yet you picked me. I was dumb for thinking that. Dumb for believing a word you said to me. Dumb for thinking we could be anymore but a one time thing. Dumb because I believed that you actually wanted me and that I meant something to you. I know your game now though, I may be a little late since what’s done is done but I know it and every other man that falls under the same category as you’s game as well. After that weekend I never felt so fucking worthless. I felt like something I knew I wasn’t..something I never wanted to be classified as. You took something away from me those days I was with you and I’ll never be able to erase what happened from my mind. I guess this is just another experience in life but still man..I can’t believe you did that to me. Shit what do I expect coming from a narcissistic, egotistical, person like yourself. Your head is so far up your own ass you pay no regards to the feelings you’re fucking with.
I replay that weekend so many times in my head wishing I could do it all differently, thinking of different scenarios and what the out come couldve been. If you and I could’ve really been. The fuck am i even thinking..we wouldve never worked out. Look at you then look at me we’re so different yet alike in some weird fucking way. It really doesnt matter anymore & I honestly don’t regret what happened but If I could do it all differently…I sure as hell would.
KJ
